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Fix me in 45
Northern Lights- Dangerous Summer
It’s two o’clock and I was sleeping,
But I’m not feeling great.
I took some pills to help my thinking,
But now I’m thinking worse.
Well I was hoping that I could see you,
If that’s not too absurd.
Am I in love, or am I dreaming?
‘Cause I’m not sensibly,
Just taken by your words.
For once I found the cure
I’m sick of staying up late,
‘Cause you’re not here,
And I’m not there.
No, I’m not afraid to watch you change me.
I’m not afraid to watch you change me.
You need to know what you’re into,
I’ll tell you I’m a God damn piece of work.
So I’ll just sit here,
Until you enter my arms,
‘Cause that’s the simpleness of where I lay my head.
I’m a wreck when I’m alone,
I’m the boy who lost his hope.
And I’m sensibly just,
Taken by your words.
For once I found the cure
I’m sick of staying up late,
‘Cause you’re not here,
And I’m not there.
No, I’m not afraid to watch you change me.
I’m not afraid to watch you change me anymore.
I took the Key Bridge North to your parents’ house again.
I saw my share of lights from the sky outside the city.
I bought you things I love just to show you that I care.
I found the place to lay inside of the wharf,
And that’s the way that I spend these last few days,
And writing all these songs.
I swear to God that I love you, ‘cause I can’t explain this.
I’m sensibly just -
Taken by your words,
For once I found the cure.
I’m sick of staying up late,
‘Cause you’re not here,
And I’m not there.
No, I’m not afraid to watch you change me.
I’m not afraid to watch you change me anymore.
Day 4: Your favorite Book
Haunted. I read this book in less than two days, which is really fast for me. The writing is amazing and it is a bunch of stories within a story. So good.
<3 Still my favorite palahniuk.
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Fireflies Goin’ Down by The White Panda
“It’s Goin Down” by Yung Joc + “Fireflies” by Owl City
(posted by bunkercomplex, via am.fm.pm)
Ohhh Britney!
i’m not sure how this wall on Clark Street knew she was on my mind, but it was spot on! :)
this is the kind of graffiti that i love!
My friend Ashley told me about this. I need to find it. The question is, who is she to you?
The first real boy
12.07
I’m walking down a pitch black hall
feeling my way home
it’s the way i’ve chosen to go, through the dark
its because i live in my head,
i fell short of seeing the truth
tonight we all retreat into our separate entities
light seeping through closed doors-
press your ear against the wall and try to decipher secrets on the other side
your brilliant beauties make me want to write myself into a corner with no way out-
in ink- so i won’t forget it
i envy your clandestine lifestyle
i want to be you, with my same dreadfully poetic thoughts
ill trade your broken eardrums for shattered glass on the high way
and sunken eyes for a worn out pen
id trade that gleam in your eye for the spark of revenge in mine
it kills me to see you there
you should be mine just like i had dreamed
you see she is perfection-
i am seeing stars and black holes in my vision from holding my breath for you.
i should’ve learned the first time
From the passenger seat
06.07
Well you’ve got her in your passengers seat and me in the back of your mind
sit down and shut up, stop your complaining
you’ve got a pill to keep you happy and all i have is you.
i am an expert at forgetting people
but no matter how hard i try, i can’t get you off my mind
maybe subconsciously i don’t want to
i’ve had my heart broken many times by you
but yet you’ve never done it
i hold you in such high regards
i wish you could hold yourself in the same light
